A new beginning.
It sounds so dramatic when my life is so....not. Is it? Working two jobs to get money AND experience is really riding on my nerves. Sake Express is one thing, but American Eagle? Retail.....what was I thinking? Even now, I try to remember why I ever applied.
Oh yea.....I needed some experience other than waitressing. And maybe the 40% discount. Not like that hasn't come around to bite me in the butt! I'm in debt at my own workplace! Me and my boyfriend recently parted ways. I miss him a lot, but I don't really think he is in to talking to me right now. I really want to stay his friend, but perhaps it is too much to ask? We ended the relationship mutually, because our lives couldn't get on the same path. Now, I barely talk to him. He declined my invitation to my church's youth retreat.
By the way, my youth is really saving me right now. I know I am 23 and all that......but I feel like I belong. More so than I ever have at Maranatha's youth. I've been through a lot of crap at that church and youth leaders kept coming and going. And now at 23 I think this one might stick! It better. I think that will be it for me if it doesn't. Plus I get to do drama again! Not to toot my own horn, but I am pretty decent at it and I feel like I am doing something for God for once. I even appreciate Taylor's way of training our rambunctious rascals. I do need to buy her a whip though. That would be entertaining instead of me snapping my fingers at them like I do when training my puppy.
In other news, I got Gracie (my puppy) insurance and my debit card gave one short scream as they ran it through and then fell silent. I may not hear it move for a while. The pic in this post is of Gracie so that everyone may now how gorgeous she is.
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